My fingers don’t want to write, be still, or pick up things.
My mouth doesn’t want to speak, smile or relax.
My body doesn’t want to move when it does
My body wants to move when it doesn’t.
I am losing my personality and ability to express myself.
I forgot what I did five minutes ago.
I cannot control my cravings and impulses.
I miss something so bad it hurts, but I don’t know what it is.
I think it’s me.